8 ogos 2008 / friday

about 2 month pass im study f6
nthg hav been done by me
almost nthg tat i learn
all subject i hate it nw....
lastime i stil have 1 subject tat i love most
but nw eventhough math i aso hate it very much

MATH
let tok about math 1st
u guys noe wat i get my mark in math tropical test
3 over 100 4 chapter 1(hard)
~nt so sad cos stil gt ppl get lower mark in tis test
jus 1 person tat is realy clever
he gt 60 plus
n other all fail
2nd highest is about 45
then other ppl get below than 38
eventhough gt 1 student who got straight a in spm
jus get 3mark same as me
2 over 100 4 chapter 2(hard)
17 over 100 4 chapter 3(hard)
48 over 100 4 chapter 4(easy)
n 55 over 1oo 4 chapter 5 (easy)
~chapter 4 n 5 i really disapointed me much
cos tis topic really so easy 4 us 2 score
but y im stil get poor result
i thinks i the wan who only get around 40 n 50
other all 80 plus
im really stupid 8 all

stupid stupid stupid stupid

when i get tis result in my math test
my mood really down
even dunno hw 2 say
n wanna cry it out
but i cant

PHYSICS
in physic tropical test
i jus get 20 over 100
really low mark
but i stil sad eventhough
stil gt some ppl lower than me
cos mostly all subject in chapter 1 n 2 is very easy

the rest subject haven been test
such as chemistry,muet n pengajian am
but nt long i can c wat level is me

dunno y tis few day
i feel so stress
i cant study 8 all
when i study
my head will pain
n my brain is nt functioning
in other word
my brain 2 stupid n smal cant install a lot of thing

realy dunno wat had hapenning 2 me
in tis year...
izit the holiday is too long
after spm n make me more lazy...
then the brain lazy 2 think such as die brain
haiz.....
8 the monent when i study chemistry
i recall back my all subject
i feel nt so happy n the mood is down
cos im 2 scare dy
i really dunno hw 2 do in test
my brain all blank
the front chapter of chemistry
really all 4geton
tis case all same as physics n math
am i realy so stupid like prawn o pig
u noe y prawn so stupid
cos it brain cointain shit la
izit my brain aso contain shit only....
i think 1 day i wil prove tat my brain is contain shit only

sumtime i wil think
f6 is realy suit 4 me o nt
izit i oredy leave behind
am i realy like prawn
did i realy cant catch up anymore

next week oredy start exam dy
but nw i stil gt time on9
dunno wat will i get ....
anywhere
i wil try my best
2 catch up
n nt easy gv up
lastly...
i wish u all
happy olimpic day
stay happy
dun easy gv up when face problem
n oways take care
end my topic wif a song
tis song is 4 u all
i jus hear it 2 day
then share wif u all
good bye n nite.....




Jason Mraz - Im Yours
well you done done me and you bet i felt it
i tried to get you but you're so hot that i melted
i fell right through the cracks
and i'm trying to get back
before the cool done run out
i'll be giving it my bestest
nothin's going to stop me but devine intervention
i reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait, i'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
ah la peaceful melody
its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

so i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i'm sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

i been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
so i drew a new face and laughed
i guess what i'm sayin is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
its what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i'm sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours